fix deadlock when loading state with hotkeys and RAIntegration is active

hotkeys don't go through messages so unlike other methods of loading a state this caused a deadlock (load state implies memory peeking to restore state)

src/BizHawk.Client.EmuHawk/MainForm.cs

@@ -810,11 +810,16 @@ namespace BizHawk.Client.EmuHawk
 
 				Render();
 
+				// HACK: RAIntegration might peek at memory during messages
+				// we need this to allow memory access here, otherwise it will deadlock
 				var raMemHack = (RA as RAIntegration)?.ThisIsTheRAMemHack();
+				raMemHack?.Enter();
 
 				CheckMessages();
 
-				if (RA is not null) raMemHack?.Dispose();
+				// RA == null possibly due MainForm Dispose disposing RA (which case Exit is not valid anymore)
+				// RA != null possibly due to RA object being created (which case raMemHack is null, as RA was null before)
+				if (RA is not null) raMemHack?.Exit();
 
 				if (_exitRequestPending)
 				{

src/BizHawk.Client.EmuHawk/RetroAchievements/RAIntegration.cs

@@ -45,7 +45,11 @@ namespace BizHawk.Client.EmuHawk
 
 		// Memory may be accessed by another thread (mainly rich presence, some other things too)
 		// and peeks for us are not thread safe, so we need to guard it
-		private readonly RAMemGuard _memGuard = new();
+		private readonly ManualResetEventSlim _memLock = new(false);
+		private readonly SemaphoreSlim _memSema = new(1);
+		private readonly object _memSync = new();
+		private readonly RAMemGuard _memGuard;
+		private readonly RAMemAccess _memAccess;
 
 		private bool _firstRestart = true;
 
@@ -110,6 +114,9 @@ namespace BizHawk.Client.EmuHawk
 			Func<Config> getConfig, ToolStripItemCollection raDropDownItems, Action shutdownRACallback)
 			: base(mainForm, inputManager, tools, getConfig, raDropDownItems, shutdownRACallback)
 		{
+			_memGuard = new(_memLock, _memSema, _memSync);
+			_memAccess = new(_memLock, _memSema, _memSync);
+
 			RA.InitClient(_mainForm.Handle, "BizHawk", VersionInfo.GetEmuVersion());
 
 			_isActive = () => !Emu.IsNull();
@@ -146,6 +153,7 @@ namespace BizHawk.Client.EmuHawk
 				HandleHardcoreModeDisable("Loading savestates is not allowed in hardcore mode.");
 			}
 
+			using var access = _memAccess.EnterExit();
 			RA.OnLoadState(path);
 		}
 		
@@ -228,7 +236,7 @@ namespace BizHawk.Client.EmuHawk
 
 		public override void Update()
 		{
-			using var access = _memGuard.GetAccess();
+			using var access = _memAccess.EnterExit();
 
 			if (RA.HardcoreModeIsActive())
 			{
@@ -260,7 +268,7 @@ namespace BizHawk.Client.EmuHawk
 
 		public override void OnFrameAdvance()
 		{
-			using var access = _memGuard.GetAccess();
+			using var access = _memAccess.EnterExit();
 
 			var input = _inputManager.ControllerOutput;
 			if (input.Definition.BoolButtons.Any(b => (b.Contains("Power") || b.Contains("Reset")) && input.IsPressed(b)))
@@ -283,7 +291,7 @@ namespace BizHawk.Client.EmuHawk
 		}
 
 		// FIXME: THIS IS GARBAGE
-		public RAMemGuard.AccessWrapper? ThisIsTheRAMemHack()
+		public IMonitor ThisIsTheRAMemHack()
-			=> _memGuard.GetAccess();
+			=> _memAccess;
 	}
 }

src/BizHawk.Client.EmuHawk/RetroAchievements/RetroAchievements.Memory.cs

@@ -11,56 +11,86 @@ namespace BizHawk.Client.EmuHawk
 {
 	public abstract partial class RetroAchievements
 	{
-		public class RAMemGuard : IMonitor, IDisposable
+		protected class RAMemGuard : IMonitor, IDisposable
 		{
-			private readonly ManualResetEventSlim MemLock = new(false);
+			private readonly ManualResetEventSlim _memLock;
-			private readonly SemaphoreSlim MemSema = new(1);
+			private readonly SemaphoreSlim _memSema;
-			private readonly object MemSync = new();
+			private readonly object _memSync;
+
+			public RAMemGuard(ManualResetEventSlim memLock, SemaphoreSlim memSema, object memSync)
+			{
+				_memLock = memLock;
+				_memSema = memSema;
+				_memSync = memSync;
+			}
 
 			public void Enter()
 			{
-				lock (MemSync)
+				lock (_memSync)
 				{
-					MemLock.Wait();
+					_memLock.Wait();
-					MemSema.Wait();
+					_memSema.Wait();
 				}
 			}
 
 			public void Exit()
 			{
-				MemSema.Release();
+				_memSema.Release();
 			}
 
 			public void Dispose()
 			{
-				MemLock.Dispose();
+				_memLock.Dispose();
-				MemSema.Dispose();
+				_memSema.Dispose();
+			}
+		}
+
+		protected class RAMemAccess : IMonitor
+		{
+			private readonly ManualResetEventSlim _memLock;
+			private readonly SemaphoreSlim _memSema;
+			private readonly object _memSync;
+			private int _refCount;
+
+			public RAMemAccess(ManualResetEventSlim memLock, SemaphoreSlim memSema, object memSync)
+			{
+				_memLock = memLock;
+				_memSema = memSema;
+				_memSync = memSync;
+				_refCount = 0;
 			}
 
-			// can't be a ref struct due to ThisIsTheRAMemHack :(
+			public void Enter()
-			public readonly struct AccessWrapper : IDisposable
 			{
-				private readonly RAMemGuard _guard;
+				if (_refCount == 0)
-
-				internal AccessWrapper(RAMemGuard guard)
 				{
-					_guard = guard;
+					_memLock.Set();
-					_guard.MemLock.Set();
 				}
 
-				public void Dispose()
+				_refCount++;
+			}
+
+			public void Exit()
+			{
+				switch (_refCount)
 				{
-					lock (_guard.MemSync)
+					case <= 0:
+						throw new InvalidOperationException($"Invalid {nameof(_refCount)}");
+					case 1:
 					{
-						_guard.MemLock.Reset();
+						lock (_memSync)
-						_guard.MemSema.Wait();
+						{
-						_guard.MemSema.Release();
+							_memLock.Reset();
+							_memSema.Wait();
+							_memSema.Release();
+						}
+
+						break;
 					}
 				}
-			}
 
-			public AccessWrapper GetAccess()
+				_refCount--;
-				=> new(this);
+			}
 		}
 
 		[UnmanagedFunctionPointer(CallingConvention.Cdecl)]